As the late Apostle Lobias Murray would often say, “Testimonies build faith”. The evil, suicidal spirit is on the rampage in the Land today. The following is the testimony of a young woman who actually attempted suicide. Fortunately, God did not allow her to die at her own hands. She is a living testimony of the fact that God can and will deliver from a suicidal spirit. She is now an Evangelist who God is using in a mighty way to help others.
Dear hearts, perhaps since you’ve heard this powerful testimony, you also want to be saved. You may feel conviction for your life of sin and desire to be set free. Do you also want to live for God? The good news is, can! God loves you so much that He sent his only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, to die for you so that your soul can be saved.
The method for salvation that God put in place is a very simple one. You simply repent of your sins, invite Jesus to save you, and commit to living for Him. He is well able to save your soul and keep you if you want to be kept. Next, ask God for the power of the Holy Ghost, with the evidence of speaking in tongues. You need this power to live the life that He requires.
Repeat the words that I will provide or similar ones, and you are saved. Remember, I can provide the words, but you must give the sincerity. Say, “Father, forgive me of all my sins. Save my soul. If you save me, I will live for you forever.”
Once you have made your commitment to God and you mean it with all your heart, your soul will be immediately translated from the Kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light. Jesus will come into your heart and let you know that you are saved.
Next, ask God for the infilling of the Holy Ghost. The Bible says in Luke 11:13 that He will give the Holy Spirit to anyone who asks for it.
13 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?
Ask for the infilling of the Holy Ghost in this way: “Father, fill me with the Holy Ghost.” You will know that you are filled with the Spirit because you will speak in new tongues. You will receive a prayer language that empowers your spirit to communicate with God and empowers you to live a holy life.
Mark 16:17 says
17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;
Acts 1:8 also tells us that we will receive the power that we need to live the life that God requires when we receive the Holy Ghost.
8 But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.
Persist in prayer until you receive the Holy Ghost, evidenced by speaking in tongues and the power to live holy.
Once you are saved, you are a new creature in Christ Jesus, and you need to become a part of a body of believers, a church, which will help you in your new walk with the Lord. Read from the Holy Bible every day and expect the Lord to speak to you from His Word. I invite you who are in the US to look for one of the 30+ Full Gospel Holy Temple Churches near you. They are listed on our website, https://www.FGHT.org.
I also invite you to join my church’s YouTube community. We livestream our services on Tuesdays, Saturdays, and Sunday mornings and evenings, and would love for you to join us. We love you and are praying that God will bless you abundantly. You may also contact me with questions, prayer requests, or to simply discuss the Lord through the comments section of any of the 240+ posts on my blog, www.strollingthrougharosegardencalledlife.blog. May God bless you all.
Deliverance from a Suicidal Spirit by Evangelist Jean James
In my early teens, I began to indulge in alcohol, beer, prescription drugs, and cocaine. I was looking for inner peace and true love in a sinful world. Once alone, I became despondent and felt unloved.
At age 23, after continued usage of the drugs and alcohol, my life was at the point of, “What’s next?” I felt alone as if no one understood me. I had no one to turn to. There was an emptiness in my life-a void. During these times an evil spirit would talk to me, discourage, oppress and burden me. This spirit would tell me that if God loved me, He would not have taken my Father; He would not have taken my Mother, and I would not have had a divorce from my children’s father after 9 1/2 years of marriage.
On Saturday night, August 1977, after coming home from the clubs, this evil spirit began to talk to me from within. The voice started telling me I was unhappy, lonely, and that no one cared for me. (By this time, I was in tears). The spirit told me to get the gun from under the nightstand. Without giving any thought to my life or my daughters’ future, I obeyed the evil voice. The spirit told me to point the gun barrel towards my heart and pull the trigger. The last thing I remember was falling back on the bed and my baby brother calling for help.
When I regained consciousness, I was lying in a hospital bed in the Intensive Care Unit. I had two tubes in my left side, one coming out of my nose and an intravenous tube in my hand. Machines were hooked up to my body, and I was in severe pain. Much damage had been done to my inner organs, and my heart was severely affected. The doctor gave me only one year to live.
Despite the doctor’s prognosis for my life, I continued to live. In 1979 I packed up, and along with my daughters, moved to Dallas, not knowing where we were going to live. Yet God had mercy on me! Once we arrived in Dallas, I realized that I was running from myself. The devil and the suicidal spirit came right along with me.
From 1977 to 1988, I lived a destructive lifestyle and loved only my four daughters. Eventually, my daughters grew up and were either in college, in the military, or living on their own.
I remember sleeping on Bachman Lake once and awakening to find a man standing over me. He told me he was not going to do any harm; he just wanted to know if I was okay. After he left, I cried unto the Lord, because my Mother had not raised me to be a street person.
On February 12, 1988, the Lord saved me and brought a great deliverance in my heart and soul. There was no more loneliness or desire for drugs, beer, alcohol, marijuana, or even the doctor’s prescription drugs. My desire had changed. 2 Cor. 5:17 (KJV) says: “If any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: Old things are passed away: behold all things are become new”.
The Lord began to mold me and make me into a new creature so that I might be used for his purpose. The Lord blessed me with a job and with an apartment! II Peter 1:3. (KJV) says “According to his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue”.
Although I had very little, God began to lay it upon my heart to put food in my purse to give to some of the homeless people as I went back and forth to work and to church, while riding the bus. This allowed me to tell them about Jesus, about how He delivered me and what He was doing in my life. God gave me a spiritual burden for homeless people. On Thanksgiving and Christmas holidays, my daughters and I would fix dinner, wrap plates of food and take it out to the homeless. With love and kindness, God drew many of them and gave them a mind to come to my church, Full Gospel Holy Temple. We witnessed other lives being changed.
Thirty-seven years have passed since the Lord saved me. I love God with my whole heart, soul, and mind. He is my very best friend, and I know every day He wakes me to do His will and not my own. Through my experiences, God reinforced my courage and commitment to go, even more so, to the homeless and to bring them Christ in love and not in fear. I am yet in God’s mold.
I am very grateful to the Late Apostle Lobias Murray, to Dr. Shirley Murray, and to my current Pastor and First Lady, Apostle H. L. Murray and Lady Daniele, for their love for mankind and for teaching me what I know about how to please the Lord. I was able to retire in 2013 and am now a full-time disciple of Christ, working in His vineyard.
How sad it would have been if Evangelist Jean James had been able to successfully take her own life. But thank
God, He did not allow it to be so. Evangelist James has been a great blessing to the homeless community of Dallas, Texas. Following her retirement from secular work, she now works full-time for the Lord, feeding, clothing, and encouraging the homeless. She has served the homeless community under bridges and on the streets. During the Pandemic, she and her team of workers served fresh vegetables and fruit to those who had little. And, for the past several years, she has held weekly church services that include a hot meal in the Homeless Centers of Dallas, Texas. Her loving services have led many, many souls to Christ.
Evangelist James has been successful in raising her four children and is now a grandmother and great-grandmother. shehasHaving been homeless in the past, she has risen from the status of being homeless and is now the owner of a beautiful home in Dallas.
God has tremendously blessed her life, and she constantly gives all glory and honor to her God for what He has done for her. We know that there will be many stars in the crown of this wonderful woman of God. Surely when she arrives at the pearly gates of Heaven, there will be those beautiful words in the Book of Matthew 25:23, from her Heavenly Father that we all strive to hear: “Well done, thou good and faithful servant…”
Dear hearts, perhaps since you’ve heard this powerful testimony, you also want to be saved. You may feel conviction for your life of sin and desire to be set free. Do you also want to live for God? The good news is, you can! God loves you so much that He sent his only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, to die for you so that your soul can be saved.
The method for salvation that God put in place is a very simple one. You simply repent of your sins, invite Jesus to save you, and commit to living for Him. He is well able to save your soul and keep you if you want to be kept. Next, ask God for the power of the Holy Ghost, with the evidence of speaking in tongues. You need this power to live the life that He requires.
Repeat the words that I will provide or similar ones, and you are saved. Remember, I can provide the words, but you must give the sincerity. Say, “Father, forgive me of all my sins. Save my soul. If you save me, I will live for you forever.”
Once you have made your commitment to God and you mean it with all your heart, your soul will be immediately translated from the Kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light. Jesus will come into your heart and let you know that you are saved.
Next, ask God for the infilling of the Holy Ghost. The Bible says in Luke 11:13 that He will give the Holy Spirit to anyone who asks for it.
13 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?
Ask for the infilling of the Holy Ghost in this way: “Father, fill me with the Holy Ghost.” You will know that you are filled with the Spirit because you will speak in new tongues. You will receive a prayer language that empowers your spirit to communicate with God and empowers you to live a holy life.
Mark 16:17 says
17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;
Acts 1:8 also tells us that we will receive the power that we need to live the life that God requires when we receive the Holy Ghost.
8 But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.
Persist in prayer until you receive the Holy Ghost, evidenced by speaking in tongues and the power to live holy.
Once you are saved, you are a new creature in Christ Jesus, and you need to become a part of a body of believers, a church, which will help you in your new walk with the Lord. Read from the Holy Bible every day and expect the Lord to speak to you from His Word. I invite you who are in the US to look for one of the 30+ Full Gospel Holy Temple Churches near you. They are listed on our website, https://www.FGHT.org.
I also invite you to join my church’s YouTube community. We livestream our services on Tuesdays, Saturdays, and Sunday mornings and evenings, and would love for you to join us. We love you and are praying that God will bless you abundantly. You may also contact me with questions, prayer requests, or to simply discuss the Lord through the comments section of any of the 240+ posts on my blog, www.strollingthrougharosegardencalledlife.blog. May God bless you all.
